Sunday, January 8, 2012

Movies get me thinking ya know!?

Haha i dont know if this is from a directors stand point but idk.
If i havent posted this yet, Im in Community college working on a two year film degree before im off for 6 years at film school. So last semester we all made about three movies each in my moving inmage lab, and at the end of the semester we traded DVD's with some people around the class. Today after cleaning my car and my room i was bored so i poped in some dvds and have been watching them all day. ONe really stuck out to me, it was made by an amazing friend i grew close to in that class and her peice is called "To my dearest daughter.." Its about 15 minutes long but ill just give you a jist of a summary here:

Ever since the  girl was little she was battling a heart condition. Her mom had already passed so she was left alone with her dad.One day when 11 the girl asked her daddy, "What are you going to get me for my 15th birthday?" The father replied, "There is much time left." When the girl was 14 she fainted and was rushed to the hospital. The doctor came out and told her dad her heart was getting worse and worse and she may not live to be 15. When she was lying in the hosptial bed she said "Daddy,. have they told you im going to die yet?" The father replied yes as he left weeping. She said "How can you be sure." He turned around from the door and said "I know." She turns 15 when she is recovering and comes home to find a letter on her bet. It says "My Dearest Daughter, if you are reading this it means all went well as I told you. One day you asked me what I was giving you for your 15th birthday, I didn't know then but now my preasent to you is a MY HEART." Her father donated his heart.

And as i sat weeping as the credits rolled in, i couldnt help thinking, life is gods greatest gift he could ever give.

So why is noone happy with thier life anymore? Im not saying this in a mean sorta way just a ,
"I dont have the new iphone my life sucks."
"I wish i had a girlfriend/boyfriend so my life would be complete.."
"If my mom doesnt buy me this new car i may shoot myself."
"I swear if my boyfriend/girlfriend is cheating on me i may cut myself."

why?

idk.

just a thought.

-WoodChuck :D

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Tattoo's :D

Haha i dont really know what to blog about so im gonna blog about my tattoo's :D
i like this blog thing btw.
lawl.

OK FIRST ONE:
mustche :{D NOt a huge meaning behind it but its still so fun and it makes people laughed :D

TWO BIBLE VERSE:
Kendra drew it for me on paper, me and tattoo guy made rough outline on computer...going on calf.

THREE QUOTE TATTOO:
I really liek this quote. means alot to me ...and him ;)
FOURTH TATTOO FOR GODBABY
best friend is appointing me for god mother :) THe big eart is mommy, little heart  is baby, and the cross is me and jesus holding it all together :)


LASTONE:
for now anyways...i met an amazing guy five years ago but sadly he moved away for the navy, we had a great realationship, and still do so when we get back together agian after he gets back from the navy were going to get "Love never fails" on our ankles :)

just a fun post for the night :) hope everyone is having a good night nd may your tommrow be filled with much joy :D

-Woodchuck :)

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Thank you for filling my head with lies...at least i got a real friend back..

"Hate,
Rage,
Lies,
I'm done with it.
I've let you fill my head with this shit,
All because I'm living my dreams,
And I never was taught to quit.."


Thank you sashums for showing me this song...came in handy from what i learned today.

Were you jelouse of our friendship? Did you think he was changing me? Stealing me from you? well..
you
were
wrong.

He was the ONE person i have right now who knows what its like coming from broken relationships, broken familes, escaping reality with a knife...

and you tried taking him from me!

"Your fiction trash talking,Is done,
Out of hate.."


I havent been negleting you...we used to hang out everyother day before you graduate...you know i love you girl so why did you wanna ruin that!?

Him and I are friends now..after arguing over who said wat and why...and it all
leaded back
to
you.

"Everything you said,
It was a lie..."


You told me he said one thing towards me, you told him i said something towards him...
REALITY CHECK!
He doesnt use me,
and ive never EVER had romantice relationships with him.
So please dont feed us bullshit..

you almost ruined what i had with him.

Sorry girl, you ruined what i had with you...
next time please dont ruin good realtionships other people have, because the realtionships you have suck.

"I am writing this for,
Anyone who can relate.
Whose ever been hurt,
By the things that people say.
I stand strong,
I don't let anything get in my way,
I'm not going anywhere,
Maybe you'll see that one day.
If I don't have anything,
And I'm left with nothing,
At least I still have my faith,
That's all I need,
To embrace..."


Im not saying i wont be there for you when you have troubles, but just realize, were noww only
two people in a world of billion..
friends? maybe one day agian..
but as of now..
he's my only friend.

-Woodchuck.

Random thought :)

Its very pretty outside today :)
I drove to metro today with sun roof open and the ac on haha.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

this is gonna be a long one folks...

I think the only good part about my day was waking up at 8, an dfinally getting my ukulele! BUt even getting my ukulele was a fun expireance. Stupid UPS had to have a sig or watever so i had to go get it, got lost for about an hour in the scary parts of town, and then i finally got it two mins before they closed. siggh oh well i got it!

You know wat i dislike some times...assumptions and hypocrites. Both of which are the highest quailty my parents share. :) hmm..no need to share too much of my persaonl life ;)

Next people...please take a good look at who you may think is your best friend. I moved out of ashland two years ago and hear i am finding out my 'friends' are talking smack about me. Im trying not to let it bug me..but if im in town agian and u come to say hi to me..if i dont say hi, please walk away cuz you broke a very sacred bond i once shared with you. im no gonna start drama on blogger cuz thats kinda odd, and im not gonna say 'im gonna punch yo face' no im just saying..i had fun being ur friend..apologies wont be neccssary cuz when u say those kinds of things about me..i dont rele liek it and i cant trust u anymore.

Now onto the subject of 'him' haha.
Were still friends. He actually came to me and apoligized when i told him wats up. :) thats made me realize i cant break a bond we have like this. hes one of 5 people i can fully trust with my life. I love this kid. But now we dont have the same lunch which is a bummer..but oh well...idk.

haha well im sore from the day...tired too.

i work from 8-11 tommorw night if any wants to stop by for some food and smiles :)

Night guys :)

-WoodChuck :D<3

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Script Wrting class..fun...no...tired.

Good afternoon.
I am blogging from my script writing class instead of doing my work.
i really have to pee.
and my ukulele isnt hear yet...:(
o well.
School was good todat..new schedule was kinda a poophead.
i hate pe...i hate it...HATE IT!
He came and talked to me today at lunch.
tried to ignor but i couldnt..
hes my besstt fruund
idk how to stop...
bleh.
ok im gonna work on my script now...
But first i need to descibe my main character..
his name is Emmett Brown
what do ya think?
 
Emmett Brown is a film student at Full Sail University.  He is Mr. Personality on campus, always with a group of people. He’s 6’3, athletic built from years of playing soccer, and surfing, his shaggy brow hair covers his forehead and a bit of his blue eyes that are framed with black square glasses, and he always has a video camera in his hand. Big or small he carries on around to blog his daily life. He usually found with a tight group of friends consisting of Alex Stanley, Sam Weaver, Olivia Brown (Emmett’s sister), Dean Birbach, and Lisa Dawson. Emmett plus his six friends all share a four bedroom house in downtown Winter Park, Florida. They are often causing trouble by getting into things they shouldn't be like drugs, alcohol, and lots of parties. Other than partying and causing mischief, Emmett likes playing soccer and surfing with Sam, Gaming with Alex and Dean, picking on his little sister Olivia, and spending quality time with his girlfriend Lisa. Emmett is studying to become a film maker, so in his free time he documents his life through his mini camcorder he carries everywhere with him. Emmett grew up wealthy. His mom was the Mayor of Florida, and his dad was a software maker, and when Emmett was born 24 years ago his dad invented something that made him millions of dollars. Emmett himself doesn't have a job. He drives a yellow Jeep usually with the sides off in the hot Florida heat. Emmett is a care free adult who only worries about himself and how he can become a famous director that lives in luxury in Hollywood.

-Woodchuck :D

Monday, January 2, 2012

Age is but a number.

i love to shine:D
haha my nails match my phone case lawl.
random post. dreading tommorw...school starts back upp..
im really nervous to see him.
are we still friends?
are we enemy's now?
idk. i wish i could know.
my heart is pounding just thinking about seeing you before first hour tommorw..\
and sitting next to you in pep band on friday..
dude you know i love you...but YOU DUN GOOFED!
gah i so wanna be your friend..
you held my hand as i cried, and helped me breathe after we laughed so hard we chocked..
i can never tell with you.
maybe you need to grow up a bit...
i know i do.

-Woodchuck <3

Maybe I should blog a little better..haha

So i guess i should have a formal introduction blog..ha
My name is Rachel Wood. im sorta a big jesus freak, but sometimes like to hide it. idk why, and i really shouldnt but i do, and i need to change that :P I am not too big of a fan of capitilization so sometimes i 'forget' to do it. Two years ago i was taken from my haven of ashland nebraska and thrown into the world of fake tanned, big boobed, blonde haird beotchs, and tools of the male varity in the big ole town of Papillion. Its fairly dece here made some good couple of friends :) I am a lovley crew member working my butt off at mcdonlads :) I have an amazing sister who s with me thick and thin..becasue i dont have a strong relationship with my parents..at.all. Im gonna be honest with you, im pretty sure papillion has changed me mucho. I care waaaayyy more about what i look like now, i get into things i shouldnt, and overall thats turned me into somekinda cookie cutter shaped monster. Meh idk how to put..but my life has changed some since moving here haha. I enjoy film. Im already in college (while im in highschool yes..my new school is kinda badass when it comes to this stuff;)) taking classes for film and audio. Gonna be a big shot one day so remeber my name! haha. Idk what else to say..just blogging away my inner most thoughts as my fingers freeze and my stomach growls :D so imma gonna go...i need to pee and im feeling like a venti carmel frappicion with extra whip and salt!

peace,love,and woodie:)

Yo, yo YO! Rachel Wood in da house boiiii! :D

Tee hee, hey yall.
trying this whole bloggity thing..kinda likeing it so far!
i dont really know what to say besides.....BIG TURTLE PURPLE APE MONKEY BUTT!
get used to it.
i find myself not to be sane at times, but im not a COMPLETE nut case that everyone runs in fear and hides from. haha.
yea well since im new im ver ver lonley...so if you have a blog, follow me, if your bffffff has a blog hey have them follow as well!
ok well im bored...
so ttyl homeslieces!


peace,love,and woodie :)