My friends were right...

How could something i thought was going sooo great
crumble?
just
like
that.

Ok i know im a little weird, and im not the pretty blonde cheerleader everybody wants to get with,
but you saw past that,
you liked me for me
rachel wood! profess weirdo!

Saturday night was fantastic!
Hands down one of the greatest nights of my life
thanks to you :)
I was hoping you feel the same way,
you said you did
but now you keep going back.

idk what to think anymore.

plans were set for valentines day..
i was super excited!
had the money
was gonna do my hurrr all nice
and i was gonna look all fancy for ya

but you had to "Work"

i still had fun with gina at VI!
*single girl swaag night!*

Valentines day came and went

Wednesday was a bowling party with my moms work
i was doing super great!
i wanted to say hi so i sent you a text saying
'gawd i suck at bowling'

to which you replied with something about taking a girl bowling last night.

dude remeber wat last night was....?

valentines day.

didnt you have to work?

no? oh you just wanted to rip my heart out and tear it in a million peices throwing them on the ground and torching them watching my feelings for you go up into flames!?!?!

whatever.
my motivation for starting something is gone.
ive lost it all.
I feel abused and used,
because of you.

Im obssesed with the thought of you
and the pain just grows
how could you do this to me?
there was never enough in the world  that u could give to you huh?

Ok im done being a little girl.
even tho im gonna go cry
but my heart hurts...
i legitly thought you meant it.

guys just let there dick do there talking.

-WoodChuck


"I wish i could have quit you, i wish i never met you, and told you that i loved you everytime i f*cked you...the future we both drew and all the shit we've  been through, obsseed with the thought of you and the pain just grew and grew..how could you do this to me?"