My name is Rachel Wood, and im addicted to you.

I am going to dedicate this blog to mi pal Gina!
(Who is qawinly dinkly my bffl. and the only love i need in my life :D haha )

I have "it will rain" by bruno mars blasting through the house,
my baggy sweats on,
tarzan in my lap
and a carton of chocolate icecream.

Its offical.
Its finished between me and BK.

Then again nothing even started.

Enough though to make me fall for him.
fall
so
hard
for him.

I told him i had a crush on him.
i guess he was fine teasing my heart.
then i told him i liked him more and more everytime we hung out.
he teased my heart even harder.

My last name my be wood.
but my heart isnt made of wood.
it has blood, a pulse, and emotion.

Sometimes i wish my heart was my butt.
big enough to love everything
and squishy enough to take a break.

I was just his drug.

his quick fix he needed
before he lived his life.


The last thing ill probaly ever hear from him agian,

'Which is fine, but we shouldnt be hanging out if you like me,
beacuase i dont want anything more anymore.'

I really wanna delete the whole convorsation ive had with him.
and his number
and his facebook.

I just cant bring myself to it.

But i am going to

finally wash my shirt i wore the last time i was with him.
His scent only makes my eyes water even more.

Cover up this hickie (gross i know)
cuz everytime i look at it i cant help but cry.

Im not going to watch films with Amanda Seifried in them again.
The memeories of watching Gone with you is to much.

Im gonna find my tec bible and see wht you wrote in it.
probadly only your name..

But right now,
im ready to get cozy on the couch
watch titanic, or breaking dawn, or the notebook.
any movie that shows TRUE love.

Them im gonna wait till gina gets off work.
and burn some shit.

-WoodChuck </3

I thought you were going to be my everything.

i love  like you.